Everyone is getting married...................
So, currently every time I log onto Facebook I see a fellow classmate from either HS or college that is getting married. I'm genuinely happy for them, but can't help to place myself in their spot. I think about what would it be like to be in their spot and would I be totally ready for that commitment. I don't have commitment issues at all, but I just know that I am not ready nor is my current state of mind ready. I have goals that need to be finished and actually beginning a lifelong relationship like that is a bit much to add on. Don't be mistaken, I really do want to be married one day, but I just need time for me to get to know myself after college. My philosophy for myself is that I will graduate, get into dental school, live alone in an apartment for a while, then pursue that step in life (marriage). Hopefully this marriage will be with my current loving boyfriend if he still wants to be with my crazy self! :) I just hold marriage up to really high standards and...
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